To Honor the Beast: There is no honor found in destructive obsession
I slept so well but I didn't realize I was asleep like the dreams where you wake up but I did not wake up I just watched it play out. It was a wooded area a dirt road with grass in the middle and on each side of the grass were the tire paths travel worn smooth resulting in no bumps or jostling. I was dressed as a chauffeur, driving a late-model huge Cadillac I wore a black suit stiletto heels , a black tie, I did not wear a shirt my bare breast exposed to the nights indifference , my hands gripped the wheel of the car encased in red gloves and on top of my head I wore a chauffeurs hat. There was a strong sexual pull from the men in the back seat : a unison of lust which left me confused. I didn't know the people I was driving they approximately the same age late thirties , all were looking to the left no expression on their faces as if it didn't matter if they were in the car or not. Their eyes were blank and there were no sense of life behind their eyes, did I know them I had the sense of that: no I hadn't in real life and also that they were very bad people with serious life crimes. When I looked past the three-men out the rear view window I could see the moon spinning very rapidly in accelerated time just moving incredibly fast as if time was just flipping by: each time the moon went past the window didn't mean a month? Three men never change their position and never spoke, and when I went to look at them in more detail I noticed that their hands were covered in blood also the lower half of their pants were splattered with blood, I was sent to take them to their final resting place never to be seen and no prayer could redeem them.
The Beast : Hunger
He was searching for her again reaching and trying to hold on to her but all he had was her image and voice that haunted him what seems like two lifetimes. If this was desire he felt complete frustration as his past.harms to her was her shield, " give yourself to me and open up your heart to me ". She turned away knowing confidently he was at best limited in his capacity for love. " why do you want me now?" She whispered a question that traveled the miles to rest in his denial as he just could not understand the deprive of hurt he had caused her innocents . She no longer trusted the very person she gave up all she loved for as he became the darkness of an unfinished demon triology, She attended mass and prayed for protection healing, she could feel his need to gain control of her and it was rage filled. What had they done to each other? He answered patiently ," yes I want to fuck you but with a higher meaning I want to know you better, what you like and don't like," it was honest and direct, for the first time she stopped running to listen. And she knew, and he knew she knew. Let it begin he hissed as she prayed in the chapel where he could not enter. He was going to eat her alive and slowly, his eyes glowed red, it was the best the beast could define his hunger. His mouth watered and spittle fell on top of the computer keys, " I will have what is mine, it ends when I SAY SO" , pushing back from his desk, he smashes his whiskey glass across the room . He needed to feed and turned to leave his huge mansion, the very place he built for her only to face her rejection. His pain turned to rage, " dam her religious soul Father, give her to me!! He would has his way as he entered into the dark night his mind murderous lustful.
To be Free
The stylishly dressed waited patiently as the phone rang and rang just trying to call Jenna she wasn't answering he wanted to be sure he hadn't done something wrong the other night ? He met Jenna at art walk resulting in their dating off and on for almost a year. He wanted to know more about her to bring her into his life but she resisted until the other night when she called and wanted him to go out for dinner with her. He taught at the fashion university and was well liked within the community he and Jenna were a good fit he just needed to convince her of that as she was distant but he wanted her. She had a glass of wine which was unusual for her and let him walk her to her apartment. At the door he didn't even try to kiss her because he knew she would not allow it but she was assertive pulled him close to kiss him deeply as she unlocked the door and pulled him in her loft and tearing at his clothes, Jenna was desperate to start a new life and thought this was her opportunity to cleanse herself from the past. She would take away her vow of celibacy have this sexual romp to push the beast away from haunting her, she pulled off his shirt, and dropped to her knees to remove his pants. She did not have to relearn what she once knew very well and felt him move in motion with her mouth groaning. He leaned forward to meet her pulling her head closer and rocked for what seemed so good he was close. He pushed Jenna to the shag rug and tore off her dress, this was his at least for now. He pulled her legs up and open moving in he felt Jenna biting his shoulder and pulling his dark hair, she was like a wild cat, he could not control himself and came pulling out quickly, looking down at Jenna her eyes large and smile welcoming he laid down next to her naked body pulling her close. kissed her face and hair, " I wanted this for so long Jenna" and rested inside her arms. He moved towards the reboot longer session as he pinned Jenna, " stop biting me", and kissed her deeply feeling her relax.