So many skills to learn I am God's folly mixture Mashup Misdirected Egocentric I would say that “ I know better” But I don't Feeling my energy build Intuitive perception on Point like a sailor out to Explore The darkest ocean Knowing the way With no stars to Guide my way How I take my gift out For a juvenile skip, hop Playtime forage of Nonsense I can almost hear the Guardian Angel’s frustrated Exhale
Diving by a group of the same Homeless gang who zombie Strut the street I see a tall kid Filthy rags hang about his Near starved body Walking in a misshapen circle His face covered in street dirt But what struck me was his panicked eyes As if his soul was trapped in a lifeless drug body The fear of recognized futility I saw it in his eyes Suddenly I felt my heart breaking so I dropped my face My heart was missing and in it's place Was great sorrow, I exited the car a block away Head down as door man greeted me I felt the tears just Flooding down my face Such pain I cried for the child As if he were my own I could not stop
I prayed I asked the Guardian Angel “ is this what God feels when one of his children are lost?” “ yes Bonnielynn “
I fell into bed Exhausted Dreams of consoling Tall Angels standing shoulder to shoulder Watching as I slept I felt the protection “ how could anyone live though such deep emotional pain of all his children?”
Hearken the words of gratitude and Grace “ wake child and know what the Lord feels for all of his children even the dirty lost afraid, as he once sheltered you in as a child not so long ago. Let this truth of living love parent dedication fortify your troubled soul, you saw through the eyes and felt the Lord's concern. Learn your lesson well “
I woke feeling something had been taken from me and in it's place was the same confidence a child raised up in love knows, as I had been healed.