Welcome to the Jungle of LA and the Sunset strip road.

My girlfriends and extended Hollywood family are infamously attempting to fix me up with men they think are " the perfect guy" , I often wonder if they in fact care about me at all? Some of the men have been for lack of a gentle kinder word " strange" and that says a lot if I state that about anyone. Once again they were at it " Bonnielynn dear I have the nicest man who is dying to meet you. He saw your picture and won't stop bother us PLEASE just talk to him. I hope you don't mind I gave him your number?" I was coming out of an incredible eight hours of running on the unit as we had one hemorrhage that will stay with me for a long while to come. I sighed loudly as I thought " here comes another boring business man who is going to talk about his success " yippy and I placed my ear phones in and started my mile walk home. I had been a widow for over three years and although I agreed with my friends that I " needed to date and feel the wetness of life " yes I know they are weird , told you. I was just coming out of an event that had mystified me on the concept of " friendship" that some had here? It still stung that I had been betrayed by my bestie but I accepted it , sighed even louder. That gave me pause, stop doing that I scolded myself ,I sounded like some bored life exhausted dork. Yeah Yeah Yeah , get that groove back on said the " little devil who rode on my left side a little entwine nap time never hurt anyone". I sighed again , "too true little bad badness thought process" , I did need to get out so if he called I would consider being reasonable. I was defensive? I think so but that was out of inexperience and feeling the rush of LA dating scene of " first date lets fuck baby" , looks around oh only in my life I guess? I have stories well some have read them. I missed being married and all curled up next to my husband watching something as I read a medical journal. My cell phone rang and I looked at the number , it was him .
So began the week long conversations between Mr Welcome to the Jungle " and I , to say he was relentless would be an understatement and although never rude just really enthusiastic . He told me all about himself in about one hour and boy did he have a big story, in a band that hit it large and in charge years prior. He now was a successful businessman divorced almost two years. He called every day around seven and just had this energy that I wanted to bottle and sell on Melrose as he just hardly took a pause. He was what I call " bum rushing " me with constant "in your head" attention as if to swipe away any thought of another. By the end of the week we knew almost everything about each other and he had asked me out each night with a tone of begging, " come out and play Bonnielynn let me show you my life " and so I agreed to go out with him before he left for a Europe trip . He arrived in a black car and I had struggled with what to wear ? So I wore my new black jump suit retro with an very open halter top cut to the waist, it displayed my tiny waist and striking with my long blonde hair. I wore strappy sexy sandals and no make up besides lip gloss . He got out of the car and hugged me so tight as he whispered , " I adore you " , kissing the side of my neck , he pulled me into the back seat . I giggled as I flopped down and he had his arm around me I felt like a tiny mouse in a snakes den. He was older than me and he looked many years older than his years and he had openly admitted he had lived a wild life. His blonde hair was thick and attractively groomed and his hands were soft as he ran his hand down my bare back. I could tell he took good care of his body but I also knew I was not ever going to sleep with him or as they say in LA " lets fuck" . I did not feel uncomfortable around him and I appreciated that as I have a open personality and am not shy at all. To be fair he was attractive but just not my type but I was to learn he had a type and it was apparently ME.
We went to the Rainbow Room a place for rockers? I did not know of it as my working long hours and then on my projects left very little time for bars and hanging out. But this place is well known and he knew everyone as they greeted him warmly he pushed me forward stating " this is Bonnielynn " I held out my hand and greeted politely. This man kept staring at me and finally said " I have not seen you around are you new here? " I shook my head no but did not explain any further as I didn't feel that more was required. His eyes narrowed as he took me in ." your strikingly beautiful have not seen that around much lately , you wont be single long" my new best friend in LA pulled my hand " come on Ms thang I am hungry" . We slide into a circular booth and we ordered drinks, he had a medicine smelling one , he talked as I sipped my white wine. He held my left thigh under the table like I was going to run off? He shifted his body towards mine and we talked about his past antics many here in this place and told me " I want a woman like you who is smart an independent that I can talk to" . I just nodded, and smiled . " oh that's nice mr" just slipped out like a naughty smart ass child that I can be. He laughed said he wanted to see me perform, I nodded yes but inside I thought no way sorry dude I fly alone for now . He looked into my eyes and asked ," what do you want Bonnielynn?" , I giggled like really? First date convo what ever happened to just keeping it playful? Shaking my head no and shrugging I stated " not much right now and glad you asked " no not really but it was a good tap dance. I hate serious on a first date and he was bum rushing me into ? He kissed my left shoulder playfully and pulled my hand over his groin as he was getting hard and held my hand there , kissing my neck . " Bonnielynn I know you think I cannot but I can please you in every way possible" he released my hand and started to kiss me in a carnavous let me convince you way. I thought I just wanted soup? We finished our dinner and he took me around showing me all the photos of people from like a hundred years ago, and then pulled me into a room with a small dance floor. He had them play some music an he started dancing and pulled me onto the dance floor, and that made me laugh so hard . I liked that he was silly and it was a turning point in the date, as open and willing to just have fun is always a blast off interaction. I don't remember what songs we danced to but he was funny jumping all around like some little kid and I could not dance as my jumpsuit was not meant for rock in rolling on the dance floor . I tried to hold it up but that was the first of many times that night my chest would be all " oh look at these" accidental and I thought " idiot for wearing this outfit" as I was too late to cover up my breast. He just stopped dancing around and flew at me as if my tits were the first he had seen and I was the second course as he kissed me all over. Yeah that was in part hugely my fault and purposeful intentional? I won't lie and say it felt bad slightly smiling as I type this I look so innocent well then again I was single and allowed to just enjoy myself. I relaxed and had some playful fun to the beat of Journey " don't stop believing" he knew what he was doing I liked that too. The irony of the song playing as he teased my nipples was not lost on me and I thought how healing is this? Being love kissed madly to one of my life loves songs made me moist in my " o" face place and that's is how I remember that song now.
Sitting on his lap just letting him have his tongue play on my body he said " I have to go to England come with me " I said nothing as my answer would ruin the moment , he laughed slapped my ass . Pulling up my top he stood up holding me in his arms " come on lets party on Bonnielynn lets hit up all the clubs on this dam Sunset Strip street " and he placed me on the ground walking out the back door to the waiting car.
to be continued...
So began the week long conversations between Mr Welcome to the Jungle " and I , to say he was relentless would be an understatement and although never rude just really enthusiastic . He told me all about himself in about one hour and boy did he have a big story, in a band that hit it large and in charge years prior. He now was a successful businessman divorced almost two years. He called every day around seven and just had this energy that I wanted to bottle and sell on Melrose as he just hardly took a pause. He was what I call " bum rushing " me with constant "in your head" attention as if to swipe away any thought of another. By the end of the week we knew almost everything about each other and he had asked me out each night with a tone of begging, " come out and play Bonnielynn let me show you my life " and so I agreed to go out with him before he left for a Europe trip . He arrived in a black car and I had struggled with what to wear ? So I wore my new black jump suit retro with an very open halter top cut to the waist, it displayed my tiny waist and striking with my long blonde hair. I wore strappy sexy sandals and no make up besides lip gloss . He got out of the car and hugged me so tight as he whispered , " I adore you " , kissing the side of my neck , he pulled me into the back seat . I giggled as I flopped down and he had his arm around me I felt like a tiny mouse in a snakes den. He was older than me and he looked many years older than his years and he had openly admitted he had lived a wild life. His blonde hair was thick and attractively groomed and his hands were soft as he ran his hand down my bare back. I could tell he took good care of his body but I also knew I was not ever going to sleep with him or as they say in LA " lets fuck" . I did not feel uncomfortable around him and I appreciated that as I have a open personality and am not shy at all. To be fair he was attractive but just not my type but I was to learn he had a type and it was apparently ME.
We went to the Rainbow Room a place for rockers? I did not know of it as my working long hours and then on my projects left very little time for bars and hanging out. But this place is well known and he knew everyone as they greeted him warmly he pushed me forward stating " this is Bonnielynn " I held out my hand and greeted politely. This man kept staring at me and finally said " I have not seen you around are you new here? " I shook my head no but did not explain any further as I didn't feel that more was required. His eyes narrowed as he took me in ." your strikingly beautiful have not seen that around much lately , you wont be single long" my new best friend in LA pulled my hand " come on Ms thang I am hungry" . We slide into a circular booth and we ordered drinks, he had a medicine smelling one , he talked as I sipped my white wine. He held my left thigh under the table like I was going to run off? He shifted his body towards mine and we talked about his past antics many here in this place and told me " I want a woman like you who is smart an independent that I can talk to" . I just nodded, and smiled . " oh that's nice mr" just slipped out like a naughty smart ass child that I can be. He laughed said he wanted to see me perform, I nodded yes but inside I thought no way sorry dude I fly alone for now . He looked into my eyes and asked ," what do you want Bonnielynn?" , I giggled like really? First date convo what ever happened to just keeping it playful? Shaking my head no and shrugging I stated " not much right now and glad you asked " no not really but it was a good tap dance. I hate serious on a first date and he was bum rushing me into ? He kissed my left shoulder playfully and pulled my hand over his groin as he was getting hard and held my hand there , kissing my neck . " Bonnielynn I know you think I cannot but I can please you in every way possible" he released my hand and started to kiss me in a carnavous let me convince you way. I thought I just wanted soup? We finished our dinner and he took me around showing me all the photos of people from like a hundred years ago, and then pulled me into a room with a small dance floor. He had them play some music an he started dancing and pulled me onto the dance floor, and that made me laugh so hard . I liked that he was silly and it was a turning point in the date, as open and willing to just have fun is always a blast off interaction. I don't remember what songs we danced to but he was funny jumping all around like some little kid and I could not dance as my jumpsuit was not meant for rock in rolling on the dance floor . I tried to hold it up but that was the first of many times that night my chest would be all " oh look at these" accidental and I thought " idiot for wearing this outfit" as I was too late to cover up my breast. He just stopped dancing around and flew at me as if my tits were the first he had seen and I was the second course as he kissed me all over. Yeah that was in part hugely my fault and purposeful intentional? I won't lie and say it felt bad slightly smiling as I type this I look so innocent well then again I was single and allowed to just enjoy myself. I relaxed and had some playful fun to the beat of Journey " don't stop believing" he knew what he was doing I liked that too. The irony of the song playing as he teased my nipples was not lost on me and I thought how healing is this? Being love kissed madly to one of my life loves songs made me moist in my " o" face place and that's is how I remember that song now.
Sitting on his lap just letting him have his tongue play on my body he said " I have to go to England come with me " I said nothing as my answer would ruin the moment , he laughed slapped my ass . Pulling up my top he stood up holding me in his arms " come on lets party on Bonnielynn lets hit up all the clubs on this dam Sunset Strip street " and he placed me on the ground walking out the back door to the waiting car.
to be continued...