everyone but you people say that I'm a little distant I wouldn't exactly say that I am guarded I suppose? I look back at the person I used to be that person is gone I don't miss what people think I should you can't make someone feel something for you that they don't your life shouldn't hang and such pretense it was never me it will never be me i'm like in abandoned playlist everyone but me I can't go back to that knowing that the day would come again like it always did it makes me sick to think about how sad I could allow myself to feel it pulls the bottom of my stomach that kind of fear can kill you dead and I have a lot ahead of me I deserve more than what I was given and less of the lies that were told about me everyone but me I accept it and it no longer defines me it's a game and I know it and I won't play because I know it's everyone except me. Will always be someone better than me